Loss of words

This past week has been relatively uneventful. The only huge thing that has happened, was that Jayden lost his first tooth. He was so excited; it’s cute. He wrote a letter to the tooth fairy saying how it was his first tooth, and he was very proud of himself. He’s going to be six in two weeks. He’s growing up so fast; it’s scary. I feel like he was a baby like yesterday, and now, my nephew is two, and my niece is like two weeks old. They’re all growing up so fast, I can’t even imagine what it’s going to be like in college when I never see them.
College. I’ll be leaving in four months. Holy $%&@. I didn’t realize it was so close. I have so much to do. I found out a couple days ago that my housing is over $8,000 a year which is like enough for a really nice car. College costs so much money, and I have literally nothing saved. I have less than $20 to my name. I’m not very good at saving up my money, and now I have $8,000 dollar housing, plus books. My dad is paying for tuition, so that’s good I suppose, but it’s still so much money. I don’t know how I’m going to do it all, but I guess I have to, because it’s all a part of my Crazy Good life.